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This Truly Isn’t For Me!

This Truly Isn’t For Me!   Well seems this cyclical fuckery has begun again this overwhelming fatigue and I don’t fucking like it and for whatever reason can’t beat it this time, even though I slept longer last night then I had in a while it did very little to help today. These are daysContinue reading “This Truly Isn’t For Me!”

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Is It Over Already?

Is It Over Already?   I can’t help but sit and ask is it over already? I have been trying and pushing and fighting to continue lives and blogging, however I am so fuckin tired I just can’t do it. I have often pushed to hard I guess when I have energy and am accomplishingContinue reading “Is It Over Already?”

Just How Quickly It Changes

Just How Quickly It Changes   Yesterday seen me accomplish so much that needed doing I just hadn’t had the energy to do anytime sooner as we have been on a roller coaster for the past few weeks, between weather and hitting my head the issues have been lengthy, you maybe curious what this isContinue reading “Just How Quickly It Changes”

Top Dress And LST.

Top Dress And LST.   Well today finally came and it was a little more nerve wracking then I had anticipated, not entirely sure why other then doing something for the first time and not wanting to look like a fool or kill our plants in the process which wouldn’t be good at all. WhyContinue reading “Top Dress And LST.”

The Dreaded 1 Year Anniversary Of Sorts.

The Dreaded 1 Year Anniversary Of Sorts.   Well this past week has been a wild ride to say the very least, from hitting my head to it being a year since I almost took my own life, and what a ride it’s been we have won and we most certainly have lost so let’sContinue reading “The Dreaded 1 Year Anniversary Of Sorts.”

We Are Seeing More Energy

We Are Seeing More Energy.   Well as we slowly get to springier type weather I am getting more and more energy to get things done and improve our reach everywhere including onto Instagram as momentum builds and u get more energetic, this is the hope anyway. Last year I wasn’t this way as weContinue reading “We Are Seeing More Energy”

To Understand The Live Yesterday.

To Understand The Live Yesterday.   Well I was more animated then I have been in a long time yesterday and the reason is confusion and being told what to do by those that are declaring themselves smarter then the rest of us, see this could be directly related to the vast majority of doctorsContinue reading “To Understand The Live Yesterday.”

When Your Brain Doesn’t Communicate Properly Anymore.

When Your Brain Doesn’t Communicate Properly Anymore. We have seen and learned alot but the main thing being my brain doesn’t communicate properly anymore and for those dealing with it they understand and for those that don’t hopefully I can give you some insight as we go, and sadly rather then becoming more stupid andContinue reading “When Your Brain Doesn’t Communicate Properly Anymore.”

The Anxiety Is At Times Overwhelming.

The Anxiety Is At Times Overwhelming. This weekend seen yet another area of old me death and something’s I am not sure I want to continue to deal with so I have to figure out how to change them before it’s to late and I am isolated forever what is it I am talking aboutContinue reading “The Anxiety Is At Times Overwhelming.”

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