Yesterday it became clear to me that I am part of the 1% of the population that needs more answers to what ails them, and the 1% that does something about it not sitting idly by and waiting for someone else to tell them what’s good and not good for them.
We had made a ton of plans for the spring such as cleaning our yard, rebuilding flower beds, beginning an interior renovation, hiking, road trips, and more, but as with most Covid fucked that all up, up until this past week or so I truly wasn’t sure how I was going to do it. Let’s remember nobody is doing things with C.T.E. that we are, those close are charging top dollar for the help they offer, this isn’t our approach we would rather build a community to learn from each other since we all know this suspected disease has many faces, and ways it presents itself from the early stages to the end.
We have adopted “Our own way” and it has been far from perfect and has taken along time to get to this point, where going outside alone to do yard work is a thing, where I am looking forward to hiking at the beach vlogging the entire thing and meeting new folks along the way. I wish I could be part of the 99% that lemming along pissing and moaning about life, the doctors, the pharmacist, your parents, job, welfare system, constantly crying about how everyone has ket me down and fucks me, yes I see the similarities in me somedays but I don’t unpack and live there since I got here because of me helped at various stages of life by outside factors hut none the less “My life is My responsibility” more should read this because if I waited for goofball doctors, dickhead old friends, asshole selfish cunt parents, or anyone else my life would either be over or I would be incarcerated end of discussion so this is one of many reasons why I feel as though I am part of the 1% club that takes no shit and dives into figuring their shit out mainly because that’s all I’ve had for the majority of my life, some call it arrogance and that’s ok as you wait for your script your now addicted to I feel you. The life we have is better then the alternative, not as good as if I was normal, the quality is the key and being more optimistic as this summer thing begins and I get more active even if getting out means in our yard for the day doing odds and ends its better then last year this we know as well.
The purpose of this is not to condemn the lemmings just to point out that there is another way and yes I know some of you still say I am a druggy, but you couldn’t be further from the truth, again as your taking your morning pills “you just can’t live without.” right I am the druggy gotcha. The fact as always is we don’t offer a cure, miracle treatment, or any other bunch of bullshit others do, just an honest view during a struggle like we have never seen and we have been pretty much alone again as we are part of the 1% and not the 99% and will continue to share and actually as I have been saying will be amping things up in the coming days and couldn’t be more excited, there you are just some of the reasons why I am part of the 1% and most aren’t. Have a great day all and thank you for following and giving us the most precious resource in the world and that is your time, see you live @9am tomorrow morning first topic back microdosing is it for you?