This Is It.
Well this is it for me I have come to the understanding I am fucking loser and it is now time to walk away from it all, I said in my last blog if I couldn’t get people talking and just get bullshit social media likes then I was done and this is it!! I wanted this for the last 2 years to get a message out, to build a community where one doesn’t belong as so many suffer this and have no recourse nor understanding of what in the fuck is going on in their heads much less what to do with it, and let’s not forget all of the amazing lies everyone is telling about weed and this being ok with the vast majority of folks and I am now ok with it all do whatever you like.
I really thought when we began things under the new name we would have seen things go better but they didn’t and I am truly sad that no matter what I do unless its act like a fucking loser bitching and complaining nobody pays any attention and with the negative we already have why in the fuck do we want to create more in all honesty I don’t and won’t. The reality is nobody gives a fuck unless they’re here and since so few are I am alone and will remain that way until I die, I thought I had longer and really would but not like this as it does nothing but make me feel worse then I already do. I have found a couple of friends I will continue to talk with and enjoy but that is it, I mean fuck we made a topical for people bitching and fucking complaining about this and that and all we asked was a fucking review seems simple doesn’t it? I would have thought as well but sadly it’s a fucking secret and if this is you and your offended you should be but now I don’t give a fuck and don’t want to hear a word on the topic again or I will lose my mind, so now is not the time to say a fucking thing it has all been said and now well we can part ways knowing things are good and we both don’t give a fuck makes total sense.
People that blog say don’t quit think of why you started, and well this is simple I wanted friends real life mother fuckers, along with the ones around the world I have made all 4 or 5 of you and if after 2 years of acting like a monkey on a string and still getting my feelings hurt everytime I think I do something good and again expectations others will understand when you don’t give a fuck until its you. I am very angry and bitter but this is my decision and it will be final this time I have already walked away from the book which I didn’t think was possible and the rest is gravy now that I know I am alone in this fight. I do find it funny we are shitting on the cops as they don’t get Mental Illness and NEITHER DO ANY OF YOU FUCKING WEIRDOS AND MOST SAY THEY SUFFER FROM IT BUT CAN’T EVEN SEE SOMEONE SCREAMING FOR HELP IN A BLOG FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS..JOKES ON YOU ALL!! The first way to combat it is to truly give a fuck and well we are seeing how many do aren’t we? I truly hate being this angry and resentful but it is what it is and I don’t give a fuck anymore which is proof by this smile on my yap not a fuck to give to walk through the rest of life alone with no expectations of others,to be part of it. It bothers me to walk away but I am the only one it bothers this is forsure and being born before all this social media shit makes it easy to walk off into the sunset and not look back as most who pushed my hand have found out I don’t give a fuck when pushed and well this is it obviously so what the fuck am I droning on about as nobody will fucking see it and if they do I get a lil ole like on my shit save it pound it don’t want nor need a like, I have needed a friends and more people like me but I am to much of a fucking loser to fit in anywhere not my old friends, not new, not social media, not the concussion legacy foundation so fuck you all I will sit with my knowledge and make my life better without anyone else so take care I guess..